Silvia... I know you can't hear this, but I just wanna say it anyways all of a sudden.
I love you.
I've loved you since we met on that battlefield 12000 years ago, when you were Seliane and I was Apollonius. I loved you when we fought side-by-side. I loved you until the day I died. For the 12000 years I waited to be reborn, I still loved you, and when we met again in this life I started to love you all over again. Even though I didn't remember you right away, I still loved you. I'd love you even if this life was the first time we'd met, and I'll love you no matter how many lives we'll have.
Take care of the kids for me Silvia. Whether we meet again in this life or I gotta wait another 12000 years for the next one, I'll wait for you, and I'll love you forever.